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Teenage Angst- CG'd

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Pressure
Appeasment
Heart Break
Expression
Repression
Internal Conflict

these are only some of the main features of this drawing.

so it all starts out from lastnight after i am having a shitty weekend, fighing with alex about hateing me, wanting to scream and cry my brains out, and of course, my dead end wishful thinking dreams, that allways seem to calm me.
<3
so cause i need to tun my skechbook in (and its already 2 days late,) i start with some coloed pencils on different pages, and well, i start just expressing.
and i am kinda doing it in the style of the manga LIFE, which i love and adore, by the 5th drawing (in the orfer i drew them in colors too: red,blue,green,yellow(but inb this one its orange) and purple) it came to me.

Red- Destruction of Freya (my alter ego) internal conflict
Blue- Drowning in a Heartbeak- Alex
Green- Repression of feelings redy to burst and unstability
Orange/Yellow-bethany and her meds (i had her orginally in yellow clasping her neck cause she;s choking but now she's takeing the meds) pressure
and Purple- appeasment, an actors place, his final show, a noose waiting for his demise- thomas (sorry)

and i'm, like ZOMFG!
and so for a contenst thats due the 16th, that my mother wants me to join. i give you teenage angst,

NOT PART OF ORIGINAL COMMENTARTY O__o:
WELL, AFTER HAVING A SHITTY SCAN OF THIS, I WENT UPSTAIRS IN MEH ROOM AND AFTER ABOUT 5 HOURS I FIVE YOU THIS... NOT ONLY IS IT NEAT AND CLEANER, ITS JUST PLAIN.. BLADOW... AND SOMWHERE IN THOSE 5 HOURS I RAN TO THE SHOPPET TO GET 2 24oz OF FULL THROTTLE ENERGY DRINKS SOOO.... I'LL BE HERE ALL NIGHT. and like in the last one, there is still that empy stpace that i and other OCD people want to fill... but it leaves you a sence of empyiness, and thats how we all feel

i swear to god i am not emo, mentally insane yes, but not emo.

DAMN YOU CAESAR!!!!
Image size
1700x2338px 3.29 MB
Make
HP
Model
HP psc1600
Date Taken
May 14, 2007, 6:49:00 PM
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IknowwhatYOUare's avatar
i LOVE THE DRAWiNGS.
i'M THE ORANGE LOL.
KiNDA SUCKS BUT YOU KNOW?
WHiCH COLOR ARE YOU?
:butterfly: